In December, I didn't have much time for holiday-related creative projects. I was busy with a commissioned pastel painting of an Icelandic seascape, and the linocut illustrations (still not completed) for Dave Bonta's Ice Mountain: An Elegy. J. and I made a trip to central New York to celebrate my father's 92nd birthday, in mid-December. There was a lot of rehearsing and singing with my choir for two Lessons&Carols services, one at the beginning of Advent and one just before Christmas, and of course the music for advent Sundays and the midnight mass on Christmas Eve, but we didn't do a Messiah this year, and that was, frankly, a relief. I managed to bake a couple of batches of cookies, but for the first year in ages didn't make any fruitcakes, better known here as Christmas cakes, at all. I had hoped to make some other gifts, but alas, it didn't happen.
However, during the week before Christmas I made some linocut cards that I wanted to share with you virtually, since I only made twenty or so. This is the third holiday medallion-like image I've made; I guess it's turning into a series. So...Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays to you, dear Readers and Friends!
But through it all, there have been a few drawings. I did this drawing of some quinces at my niece's house in New Hampshire, over Thanksgiving, then the dried-up pomegranate in pencil after I got home:
Yesterday I finally found a box of colored pencils I had misplaced since our move up here, and did a couple more drawings last night:
I like the illustrative quality of this Santa with the subdued background - he was originally a candy box, made of flocked paper, with a tree tucked in his arm and a head that bobs on a spring. He belonged to my maternal grandmother and always came out at Christmas in her home, and now in mine. But I think the persimmons, below, deserve a much bolder treatment than they've received here. However, it was a good opportunity to find out more about working with the pencils.
Often I do better without little pointy things in my hands, although speed of drawing helps a great deal to avoid fussiness. I like the vigor of the pomegranate above, and the spontaneity of this dashed-off, fountain pen sketch of a desktop in my studio, on a sheet of paper that already had a big scribble across it:
As the year draws to a close (uh, no pun intended) I do feel the urge to draw, both for its absorbing and meditative quality that I always find restorative, and because I see commitment to creativity as a radical and hopeful act. Not only does it affirm some of the best qualities of human beings, it speaks to a future with hope. I need to shore up my own defenses against the difficulties to come, but I also want to be doing positive creative things that say, "yes, this is who I am, always have been, and always will be, and nothing can take that away." I will be doing political activism too, sometimes combined with art or writing I'm sure (the first thing is to knit a pink pussy hat for a friend who's going to the Women's March on Washington the day after the inauguration) but I think it is vitally important that we don't allow our deepest selves to become de-railed by anger or fear.
Expressing emotion through art is one way forward, but I think it is more true to myself to continually point toward the tender beauty of the world and its people and the love I feel for them, hoping to encourage deeper thoughtfulness and embody positive emotions, rather than making dark and angry paintings or prints. I'm not talking about putting my head in the sand, or fiddling while Rome burns - not at all. What I'm trying to say is there is harmony, balance, and simplicity around us and within us, even at the worst time and in the worst places: the fact that these qualities exist is a continual encouragement, and we can always cultivate greater ability to find, nurture, and protect them. But I don't know exactly what direction my work, including publication projects, will take as events unfold, and it is part of what I know I'll be facing and exploring in 2017.
Enjoyed those new images! And look forward to your production of Dave's book with your linocuts. As for the rest, I am single-minded about some things and feel that we change culture by adding to culture. And so, yes, do.
Posted by: Marly Youmans | December 29, 2016 at 02:03 PM
Best of New Years to you, Beth! I so love your work.
Posted by: NIna T | December 29, 2016 at 02:32 PM
Bravo brava Beth, I'd vote for you! I can echo everything you've written in this post and can only add my love and deepest good wishes to you and Jonathan for the New Year. May it bring unexpected Hallelujahs to counteract the expected dissonant notes. xxxx
Posted by: Natalie | December 29, 2016 at 04:30 PM
Love this, Beth – the cards, the persimmons, and the reminder that creativity itself is resistance. Happy New Year to you, and if you find yourself in VT as the year unfolds, drop a line! We have a lovely little tea house in town... <3
Posted by: Kat | December 29, 2016 at 10:23 PM
Loving the quince and Santa coloured pencil drawings. (Have you ever seen the illustrations of William Grill?) Best wishes, Beth.
Posted by: Andrea Murphy | December 30, 2016 at 12:30 AM
Your comments are so close to what my mother used to say when I asked her how they dealt with the Great Depression: make things, make yourself useful, don't sink into despair. And I remind myself, that was a long period. Maybe that is why I find the Santa drawing so evocative. Your medallion linocut is before me as I write this and I am keeping it out past the holidays as a reminder.
Posted by: Duchesse | December 30, 2016 at 10:02 AM
Always such a pleasure to see your work. I hope you are having a happy and cozy holiday season in Montreal!
Aloha,
Marianna
Posted by: Hattie | December 30, 2016 at 07:09 PM
I love these glimpses into your life, dear Beth. What a busy and fruitful December it was for you. Happy new year and all good wishes for you and yours. Xo
Posted by: Laura Frankstone | December 31, 2016 at 05:22 PM
Wonderful drawings and linocut.
Wish you a happy & creative New Year!
Godt nyttår from Norway!
Posted by: sigrun | January 01, 2017 at 11:15 AM
Beautiful prints, drawings and thoughts! Happy New Year to you and Jonathan! Perhaps your next trip will be to the West Coast?
Posted by: Marja-Leena | January 01, 2017 at 02:34 PM
I've arrived rather late, I fear. But I had to respond to your headline: Creativity, Christmas and Politics.
I have a great deal of affection for the French cellist, Paul Tortelier, delighted that he was merely one cellist of several in his family and that the hallway of his Paris apartment was a great mess of cello cases and pedal bikes. His was the first recording of the Bach suites I acquired.
During a masterclass on BBC TV in the seventies he kept on breaking off, commenting on all manner of subjects, believing I suppose that musical dedication should not preclude other concerns. A very young Oriental girl student admitted she wasn't interested in politics "only the cello". With wit, charm and sympathy he took her to task for this in a wonderful aside: showing how playing the cello and politics were inextricably entangled and how short-sighted it was to live in an ivory tower. Europe could use more Torteliers at the moment.
I wish you strength in what may be a trying new year.
Posted by: Roderick Robinson | January 08, 2017 at 02:19 AM